[ Yuuri shakes her head. Though it's a bit of a strain, she manages to give Ruu her best attempt at a smile. ]

Sorry. That's easier said than done. I'm your big sister, aren't I? It's my job to worry about you.

[ When it came to Ruu, worry was her constant companion. It always had been, even back when things were normal. But that was nothing compared to the all-consuming dread that sat in her stomach day-to-day. Having Ruu with her was a blessing she wouldn't give up for anything, but she wished with all her heart that the situation was different. ]

That's why I want to be the one who has to worry about being strong for you. I don't want that to be something that has to sit on your shoulders anymore. You've spent so long all by yourself having to be strong and I...

[ Her voice catches and she makes herself stop and take a breath. Even the thought of what she's about to suggest feels somehow distasteful, but it's better than trying to fight Ruu at every step. More importantly, maybe this will be the thing she needs. If Ruu wants to help, then Yuuri can at least give her an opportunity to do that. ]

I want to try and find a place for you where you don't have to be. Even if I have to make it myself. So... will you think about teaching neechan how to be strong like you are? So I can do it for you.